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Tweak says, "I was so fuckin' scared . . ."

Adam Kaufman (analyst_adam) wrote,
@ 2010-10-29 06:04:00

It's probably kind of strange, but after everything that's happened, I'm finding myself really, really missing my sister. She was... my balance. The light-heartedness to my seriousness, the cheer to my seriousness, the everything to my everything else.

I know exactly what she'd tell me if she were here -- to treasure my friends and be grateful that things didn't even worse than the incredibly bad that they already did. But it's hard to think that way in the face of what happened. Because knowing what happened, what some of us did to some of the others? How can we live with ourselves?

Even though I didn't do anything to anybody, how can I live with myself?

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	gwendolynstacy 2010-10-30 09:55 pm UTC (link)
	Don't beat yourself up about it, Adam. We can take what happened and try and better ourselves - be more accepting and patient with people. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	analyst_adam 2010-10-31 04:24 pm UTC (link)
	Easier said than done sometimes. How did you guys fare? Everybody okay? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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gwendolynstacy
2010-11-01 12:34 am UTC (link)

Well we have to try at least... What happened was horrible, some of those people.. I can't even imagine how they're coping.

It was, awkward, and scary. Dean thought I was a demon and - it was hard. But we're okay, and everyone else is as far as I know. Just, try not to mention it to him, I'm sure he's not proud of the situation or wants to relive it?

And your shop wasn't damaged was it? I heard a lot of vandalism was done.

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	Private analyst_adam 2010-11-01 12:36 am UTC (link)
	Won't say a word, promise. Superficial stuff, mostly; broken windows are about the worst of it. Broken windows and graffiti over everything, which is a bitch to clean up -- but I can live with that. Because I know I'm damn lucky it's not worse. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private gwendolynstacy 2010-11-01 12:41 am UTC (link)
	Thank you. Oh good, that's not bad at all. If you need any help cleaning I have a few days left off - our building was hit pretty bad so while they've moved all the lab stuff out and are working to repair we don't have anything to do but waste space. You weren't... in the park on Friday were you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private analyst_adam 2010-11-01 12:44 am UTC (link)
	I'd appreciate the help, because right now it's mostly me and Evan doing the cleaning and another set of hands would make it go much faster. No. Were you? (Reply to this) (Parent)